Yesturday I went to the Op Shop

It was great to try and be helpful to one of the most diligent and dedicated ladies of the Op Shop. But half way through the day when I had almost forgotten my fears along the street strode my Psychiatrist. I'm not dumb enough to think that because nobody comments that nobody notices my ravings and I coloured up and ducked for cover. It is absolutely horrible that I feel isolated even from my own Shrink and I may be a miserable bitch that needs a pitchfork but I'm not about to stop. I was so distressed that I even contemplating suicide in my Dreams from the third floor of the Hospital but once again I was too cowardly! My Psychiatrist is one of the most decent Human Beings I have ever met in my entire life. I don't want to change my Doctor. I just want to change the Whole System. Dr Primrose said that we would likely look back and say that Psychiatric Care is Barbaric and I wholeheartedly agree with HIM!