Friday, March 30, 2012
Sunday, March 25, 2012
Regarding Tobacco
And as to whether we should Import it.
It seems unfair
That we should STRESS
People to the point where they smoke
And then deny them access
to Health Care
Isn't it just So Convenient
That their Taxes
Pay for their Health Care
And Yet
They may not be considered
Though they are Perfectly Healthy
For anything
Other
Than Pallitive Care
And in my case
Half way Though
A Procedure?
It seems unfair
That we should STRESS
People to the point where they smoke
And then deny them access
to Health Care
Isn't it just So Convenient
That their Taxes
Pay for their Health Care
And Yet
They may not be considered
Though they are Perfectly Healthy
For anything
Other
Than Pallitive Care
And in my case
Half way Though
A Procedure?
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
Oops
EVEN I DIDN'T REALISE HOW ANGRY I WAS. NEVER MIND. I MEAN NO HARM BUT THE TRUTH IS UNPALATABLE AND IT IS ABOUT TIME THAT WE GAVE ALL PEOPLE A DECENT CHANCE!!!!
Psychiatrists would be a lot kinder to their patients if they stopped punishing their patients vulnerability and worked on creating a more inclusive Society and one where their Rights are genuinely PROTECTED!
Psychiatrists would be a lot kinder to their patients if they stopped punishing their patients vulnerability and worked on creating a more inclusive Society and one where their Rights are genuinely PROTECTED!
Sunday, March 18, 2012
Survey for Mental Patients
Please answer this Simple Survey
1. Have you ever felt EXPLOITED
a) Finacially? Yes/No b) Sexually ? Yes/No
2. Do people talk down to you on a regular basis? Yes/No
3. Do you find people go quiet when you walk into the room? Yes/No
4. Do you find that you are regularly overlooked or disregarded for Work Opportunities? Yes/No
5. Have you ever been abused by one or more members of your family/ Yes/No
6. Have you ever suffered physical illness as a direct result of taking Psychiatric Medicine? Yes/No
7. Do you suffer from Anxiety? Yes/No
8. Do you feel supported by your friends, fellow Church goers, etc, when you are unwell? Yes/No
9. Do you feel that the work that you do reflects your School Performance? Yes/No
10. Do you frequently feel "Mocked"? Yes/No
11. Have you ever been FALSELY ACCUSED? Yes/No
If you realise that this sort of treatment is more or less Universal towards Psychiatric Patients then Forewarned is Forearmed. GOOD LUCK
1. Have you ever felt EXPLOITED
a) Finacially? Yes/No b) Sexually ? Yes/No
2. Do people talk down to you on a regular basis? Yes/No
3. Do you find people go quiet when you walk into the room? Yes/No
4. Do you find that you are regularly overlooked or disregarded for Work Opportunities? Yes/No
5. Have you ever been abused by one or more members of your family/ Yes/No
6. Have you ever suffered physical illness as a direct result of taking Psychiatric Medicine? Yes/No
7. Do you suffer from Anxiety? Yes/No
8. Do you feel supported by your friends, fellow Church goers, etc, when you are unwell? Yes/No
9. Do you feel that the work that you do reflects your School Performance? Yes/No
10. Do you frequently feel "Mocked"? Yes/No
11. Have you ever been FALSELY ACCUSED? Yes/No
If you realise that this sort of treatment is more or less Universal towards Psychiatric Patients then Forewarned is Forearmed. GOOD LUCK
Oh... That's Right..I was having a Debate with my Altar Ego
My Altar Ego being no less than the Prime Minister (Sorry John)
Where was I......
I must be a bit of a Communist at heart and You the Capitalist
What used to be a "Fools Paradise"
Is now Paradise for the FEW
Just how long do we have to wait
Before we realise
That increasing the Gap
Between Rich and Poor
Is Unconscionable
When Our Police need GUNS
Just like America
Why do we have to
Follow their Model?
I'm a Bourgeois Spoilt Bitch I admit
But what do we leave Our Children
If we tread over Fellow Human Beings
Capitalism destroyed Communism
Because it was a THREAT
To the Bourgeois
Is that the case?
Where was I......
I must be a bit of a Communist at heart and You the Capitalist
What used to be a "Fools Paradise"
Is now Paradise for the FEW
Just how long do we have to wait
Before we realise
That increasing the Gap
Between Rich and Poor
Is Unconscionable
When Our Police need GUNS
Just like America
Why do we have to
Follow their Model?
I'm a Bourgeois Spoilt Bitch I admit
But what do we leave Our Children
If we tread over Fellow Human Beings
Capitalism destroyed Communism
Because it was a THREAT
To the Bourgeois
Is that the case?
Saturday, March 17, 2012
Don't like CHANGE
Not chuffed about the new format and don't know how to get back to the OLD Blog Format if you can?
I AM PERHAPS ONE OF THE MOST HATED PEOPLE ON EARTH AND AS A VICTIM AND PSYCHIATRIC PATIENT I HAVE TO ASK WHY? AND WHY IS THE QUESTION THAT WE ALL HAVE TO ASK OURSELVES. WHY EXACTLY ARE WE SO CRITICAL AND CONDEMNING OF THOSE WEAKER THAN OURSELVES? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY SHOULD THEY BE MADE TO GROVEL EVERY STEP OF THE WAY? WHY ARE THEY SHUNNED AND WHY ARE WE NOT MAKING A PLACE FOR THEM IN OUR SOCIETY? WHEN ASYLUM IS STILL THE BETTER OPTION THAN TRYING TO AMALGAMATE THEM, FOR THE SAKE OF SAVING MONEY, IN A SOCIETY THAT STILL ALIENATES THEM AND TORTURES AND JUDGES THEM THEN WHY? WHY? WHY? DON'T WE DO SOMETHING CONCRETE LIKE GIVING THEM WORK HOUSES WHERE THEY CAN DO THEIR BIT DEPENDING ON THEIR LEVEL OF COMPETENCE SO THAT THEY ARE NOT CONDEMNED AS BLUDGERS. AT THE MOMENT THEIR RIGHTS ARE SO TENTATIVE THAT THEY CAN HARDLY BE COUNTED. I AM FURIOUS AND I'M SURE OTHERS ARE EQUALLY AS FURIOUS WITH ME BECAUSE I SHOULD BE GRATEFUL AND APOLOGETIC. WELL I'VE HAD IT WITH GRATEFUL AND APOLOGETIC AND I WOULD JUST LOVE FOR SOMEONE TO SHOOT ME, BLIND FOLDED, OUTSIDE PARLIAMENT FOR THAT IS HOW LITTLE JUSTICE THERE IS TOWARDS THOSE THAT FIND THEMSELVES INNOCENT VICTIMS OF A MENTAL ILLNESS. YET WE CANNOT UNDERSTAND WHY SOME BECOME VIOLENT? HOW DUMB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ANY VOLUNTEERS WITH A GUN?????
I AM PERHAPS ONE OF THE MOST HATED PEOPLE ON EARTH AND AS A VICTIM AND PSYCHIATRIC PATIENT I HAVE TO ASK WHY? AND WHY IS THE QUESTION THAT WE ALL HAVE TO ASK OURSELVES. WHY EXACTLY ARE WE SO CRITICAL AND CONDEMNING OF THOSE WEAKER THAN OURSELVES? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY SHOULD THEY BE MADE TO GROVEL EVERY STEP OF THE WAY? WHY ARE THEY SHUNNED AND WHY ARE WE NOT MAKING A PLACE FOR THEM IN OUR SOCIETY? WHEN ASYLUM IS STILL THE BETTER OPTION THAN TRYING TO AMALGAMATE THEM, FOR THE SAKE OF SAVING MONEY, IN A SOCIETY THAT STILL ALIENATES THEM AND TORTURES AND JUDGES THEM THEN WHY? WHY? WHY? DON'T WE DO SOMETHING CONCRETE LIKE GIVING THEM WORK HOUSES WHERE THEY CAN DO THEIR BIT DEPENDING ON THEIR LEVEL OF COMPETENCE SO THAT THEY ARE NOT CONDEMNED AS BLUDGERS. AT THE MOMENT THEIR RIGHTS ARE SO TENTATIVE THAT THEY CAN HARDLY BE COUNTED. I AM FURIOUS AND I'M SURE OTHERS ARE EQUALLY AS FURIOUS WITH ME BECAUSE I SHOULD BE GRATEFUL AND APOLOGETIC. WELL I'VE HAD IT WITH GRATEFUL AND APOLOGETIC AND I WOULD JUST LOVE FOR SOMEONE TO SHOOT ME, BLIND FOLDED, OUTSIDE PARLIAMENT FOR THAT IS HOW LITTLE JUSTICE THERE IS TOWARDS THOSE THAT FIND THEMSELVES INNOCENT VICTIMS OF A MENTAL ILLNESS. YET WE CANNOT UNDERSTAND WHY SOME BECOME VIOLENT? HOW DUMB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ANY VOLUNTEERS WITH A GUN?????
Friday, March 16, 2012
Thursday, March 15, 2012
PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE
PLEASE don't allow this Degradation of Human Spirit to carry on indefinitely. At the moment if you are deemed "Psychiatric" Psychiatrists are applauded for throwing dangerous drugs at you and if you deteriorate they are justified to give you even more. You have little or no RIGHTS and what RIGHTS those are are only lip service on a Lawyers Gravy Train anyway. Studies show that Macaque Monkeys that participated in a trail on Olanzapine showed brain shrinkage of 14 %. Yet it is no cause for alarm and I suppose most would find it funny so long as they are not the client on the drug. I think it is Morally repugnant to be so blaze about dishing out dangerous medications without forming a safety net around the patients to make them feel like contributing members of Society. OTHERWISE I STILL SAY THAT IT IS KINDER TO SHOOT THEM. I am SO DESPERATE AND FORSAKEN I TAKE THE MEDICATIONS WHEN I WOULD RATHER BE DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It simply doesn't work leaving them flailing around taking the punches all the way through their lives without SHOWING THAT THEY ARE ACCEPTED HUMAN BEINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GIVE THEM WORK DIGNITY AND HOPE instead of bludgeoning them with JUDGEMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, March 10, 2012
The Thing that most ANNOYS Me though.............
Is that we say that we have a
Bill of Rights
for the treatment
of Patients
In the Health Sector
Yet we have
only a Gobble'd'Gok
A.C.C. System
Which more often than not
Goes out of its way
NOT to help
The Patient
I got the lumps
That eventually turned Cancerous
Whilst on Tegretol
And when the Doctor Himself
Tells you that youd lowered White Blood Cell Count
Could cause CANCER
And yet
I am told by A.C.C.
That Tegretol does not cause Cancer
And then the Doctors
Go out of their way
To say that I "BELIEVE"
That Tegretol
Caused my Cancer
As if FURTHER JUDGEMENT
of my "INSANITY"
When the caring thing to do
Would be to PETITION
The DRUG COMPANIES
As is done in America
So that those that are Crippled
By Medical Misadventure
Can have something to fall back on
Inadvertently
A.C.C. seems to do
More to UNDERMINE
Patients RIGHTS
Than PROTECT THEM!
Bill of Rights
for the treatment
of Patients
In the Health Sector
Yet we have
only a Gobble'd'Gok
A.C.C. System
Which more often than not
Goes out of its way
NOT to help
The Patient
I got the lumps
That eventually turned Cancerous
Whilst on Tegretol
And when the Doctor Himself
Tells you that youd lowered White Blood Cell Count
Could cause CANCER
And yet
I am told by A.C.C.
That Tegretol does not cause Cancer
And then the Doctors
Go out of their way
To say that I "BELIEVE"
That Tegretol
Caused my Cancer
As if FURTHER JUDGEMENT
of my "INSANITY"
When the caring thing to do
Would be to PETITION
The DRUG COMPANIES
As is done in America
So that those that are Crippled
By Medical Misadventure
Can have something to fall back on
Inadvertently
A.C.C. seems to do
More to UNDERMINE
Patients RIGHTS
Than PROTECT THEM!
HACKING
Really PISSES me off
It is one thing that things
I volunteer to the internet
Are shared
But it is quite another
To realise that
things that you haven't even
Delivered to the Internet
Are shared
Of course
It is accepted
With disbelief
And WHY
Would
ANYONE
Want to SPY
On a Mental Patient?
WHY
EXACTLY
It is one thing that things
I volunteer to the internet
Are shared
But it is quite another
To realise that
things that you haven't even
Delivered to the Internet
Are shared
Of course
It is accepted
With disbelief
And WHY
Would
ANYONE
Want to SPY
On a Mental Patient?
WHY
EXACTLY
Tuesday, March 6, 2012
NON COMPOS MENTIS
And for someone
WHO IS EFFECTIVELY
NON COMPOS MENTIS
and THE KINDREDS
WORLD
WHO IS EFFECTIVELY
NON COMPOS MENTIS
and THE KINDREDS
IS but a NAME
I still HOPE
For a better
WORLD
For Our CHILDREN
A Cat is FineBut a JOB
iS BETTER!
ALSO
I'm sure that it
IS NOT
INTENTIONAL
But since
It most CONVENIENTLY
Effectively
EQUALS
As a lobotomy
But with no Proof
Or Evidence
Shouldn't
We then Decree
To be Sparing
With Psychiatric
MEDICINE?
And PROTECT
The PATIENT
Without PREJUDICE
JUDGEMENT
& STIGMATISM
By Rule of LAW
IS NOT
INTENTIONAL
But since
It most CONVENIENTLY
Effectively
EQUALS
As a lobotomy
But with no Proof
Or Evidence
Shouldn't
We then Decree
To be Sparing
With Psychiatric
MEDICINE?
And PROTECT
The PATIENT
Without PREJUDICE
JUDGEMENT
& STIGMATISM
By Rule of LAW
But isn't it so Sad
That if we ABUSE
Our children
They become "Psychopaths"
Or "Sociopaths"
to a LESSER or GREATER Degree
And they keep theirs Siblings
CLOSE
So that they
Can LAUGH
And Mock
As they watch
The one
In Peril
Self Destruct
They are NOT
Generous of Spirit
But Damaged
And Dysfunctional
THEY BECOME
Calculating
Grasping
And Manipulating
Which is a Sad
Anglais Characteristic
Heartlessness is catchy
But none are born
HeartLess
Surely
THAT IS WHY WE MUST PROTECT OUR CHILDREN
PLEASE!
Our children
They become "Psychopaths"
Or "Sociopaths"
to a LESSER or GREATER Degree
And they keep theirs Siblings
CLOSE
So that they
Can LAUGH
And Mock
As they watch
The one
In Peril
Self Destruct
They are NOT
Generous of Spirit
But Damaged
And Dysfunctional
THEY BECOME
Calculating
Grasping
And Manipulating
Which is a Sad
Anglais Characteristic
Heartlessness is catchy
But none are born
HeartLess
Surely
THAT IS WHY WE MUST PROTECT OUR CHILDREN
PLEASE!
Monday, March 5, 2012
Apparently I am about to be treated to a viewing
Of the English
Patient
When one has
Virtually no Memory
Virtually everything
Is New
Cat Stevens
Morning has Broken
Patient
When one has
Virtually no Memory
Virtually everything
Is New
Cat Stevens
Morning has Broken
Forgiveness is an Art
Sometimes never LEARNED
It all Depends on the
Approach
We must restore PRIDE
Rather than be Punitive
It all Depends on the
Approach
We must restore PRIDE
Rather than be Punitive
And if I was ever Credited as being an Accomplished Artist
Then I should buy Myself
A Baby Grand
for the Billiard Room
Or Whanau Room
at Sugarloaf Island Retreat
A Baby Grand
for the Billiard Room
Or Whanau Room
at Sugarloaf Island Retreat
If I could but take the Clock back
By three Months
Minus Six Days
and minus a few
Hours
And Not be
Burdened
For that is how
I shall deal with Time
Minus Six Days
and minus a few
Hours
And Not be
Burdened
For that is how
I shall deal with Time
Should I ring the Mafia
And order up Mercy?!
To Great Women
Elizabeth
& Maggie
& Meryl
& to Merci
French
for Mercy
Thank You
Thank You
Thank You
Mercy!
To Great Women
Elizabeth
& Maggie
& Meryl
& to Merci
French
for Mercy
Thank You
Thank You
Thank You
Mercy!
And to Hunter as a GREAT ACTOR
Please May We not Act Dishonourably
Towards Our Children
And Our Peers
But not........
JUDGE
THE BROKEN!!!!!
If I prefer to think
But the Intelligence
Of the Snail
In comparison
They lead Peaceful Lives
and end up as Delightful Meals
But perhaps it is Preferable
Than being a Woman
But those Days
Are truly Over
Exception for a short Space of Time
Upon the Kopu Bridge
But I am Old Enough
And Stupid Enough
To Campaign for
Our Unborn Daughters
And Sons
Towards Our Children
And Our Peers
But not........
JUDGE
THE BROKEN!!!!!
If I prefer to think
But the Intelligence
Of the Snail
In comparison
They lead Peaceful Lives
and end up as Delightful Meals
But perhaps it is Preferable
Than being a Woman
But those Days
Are truly Over
Exception for a short Space of Time
Upon the Kopu Bridge
But I am Old Enough
And Stupid Enough
To Campaign for
Our Unborn Daughters
And Sons
Prayers for the Sunny Day Floods in Wagga Wagga AUSTRALIA
And for Harry
And William
And the Whole World
On this Day
And William
And the Whole World
On this Day
I'm having FUN
But I concede that it will be considered churlish to be anything other than GRATEFUL but the ANOMALIES are too GREAT!
I WOULD MAKE MY ALTAR EGO THE PRIME MINISTER..........NOW THAT WOULD BE INTERESTING WOULDN'T IT EVEN IF IT IS ONLY A "Madwoman's Imagination"
Altar Ego: Why should I listen to the rantings of a Madwoman anyway? You are INVALID!
Self: Exactly. I have no Value in this Society and that is something We need to correct!
Altar Ego: A Democracy is for the Self Made Man and I am entitled to be VALUED @ 40 x Your Worth. You are lucky that in this country we provide Welfare for Madwomen like YOU!
Self: That may be so but is not a Death Sentence kinder than begrudge even the trickle down and to walk over the VULNERABLE? Is it CHRISTIAN TO WHOLEHEARTEDLY STATE THE WORTHLESSNESS OF ANOTHER HUMAN BEING within a Democracy?
Altar Ego: But YOU are a Whore and a FOOL and I would go so far as to second-guess that even GOD despises You!
Self: But isn't it funny how the Laws of Man seem to be that it is as unspoken LAW that men may go out of their way to make WHORES of Women that they may thus treat them as Whores?
Shouldn't we re access Our Values rather than point the finger at Whores and Fools?
I BELIEVE that GOD loves me.........................and wouldn't YOU want better for YOUR own DAUGHTER than to be disregarded and Judged?
Altar Ego: How DARE You?
Self: How dare I say what DARE be said?
I would not DARE to have a DAUGHTER for fear her VULNERABILITY!
For we "Di sect" Psychiatric Patients as if they were some sort of Laboratory Rat and Drug them to the point that "Snails" have more intelligent behavioural patterns. We point the finger and don't even care whether the medicine kills them yet we will not face the fact that the greatest floors are at the Heart and Structure of Our SOCIETY. PLEASE
As it is at Present we ABUSE the WEAK!
Self: Exactly. I have no Value in this Society and that is something We need to correct!
Altar Ego: A Democracy is for the Self Made Man and I am entitled to be VALUED @ 40 x Your Worth. You are lucky that in this country we provide Welfare for Madwomen like YOU!
Self: That may be so but is not a Death Sentence kinder than begrudge even the trickle down and to walk over the VULNERABLE? Is it CHRISTIAN TO WHOLEHEARTEDLY STATE THE WORTHLESSNESS OF ANOTHER HUMAN BEING within a Democracy?
Altar Ego: But YOU are a Whore and a FOOL and I would go so far as to second-guess that even GOD despises You!
Self: But isn't it funny how the Laws of Man seem to be that it is as unspoken LAW that men may go out of their way to make WHORES of Women that they may thus treat them as Whores?
Shouldn't we re access Our Values rather than point the finger at Whores and Fools?
I BELIEVE that GOD loves me.........................and wouldn't YOU want better for YOUR own DAUGHTER than to be disregarded and Judged?
Altar Ego: How DARE You?
Self: How dare I say what DARE be said?
I would not DARE to have a DAUGHTER for fear her VULNERABILITY!
For we "Di sect" Psychiatric Patients as if they were some sort of Laboratory Rat and Drug them to the point that "Snails" have more intelligent behavioural patterns. We point the finger and don't even care whether the medicine kills them yet we will not face the fact that the greatest floors are at the Heart and Structure of Our SOCIETY. PLEASE
As it is at Present we ABUSE the WEAK!
I'm going through Addiction Withdrawal
And my Partner
Is considering leaving me
I don't BLAME HIM!
But the Good thing
About Marijuana
Is that you
Get some BRILLIANT IDEAS!
Is considering leaving me
I don't BLAME HIM!
But the Good thing
About Marijuana
Is that you
Get some BRILLIANT IDEAS!
And the Debate is With My Alter Ego>>>>>>?
Oh what fun
to debate
on the Philosophies
Of a Democracy!
Sanity versus Insanity
Which shall
Answer
WHY
to debate
on the Philosophies
Of a Democracy!
Sanity versus Insanity
Which shall
Answer
WHY
Friday, March 2, 2012
I am Actually HAPPY
Or as happy as one in my "Situation" can be. I have enough love to feel "Secure" which is pretty damn good. I have work to do even if it isn't PAID. I have a Son that I LOVE and only wish the best for and I have a Blog Site which helps me to get rid of the "Angst"..... it helps. Maybe I shouldn't say these things but that is just the point. Everybody thinks the same or similar thoughts regarding the Mentally Ill but no one is suicidal enough or honest enough to say them. In a Tax Paying Society every citizen should have a place or be kind and just SHOOT THEM!
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