Wednesday, April 30, 2014

The Sun is Shining and I'm seeing things in a Sunnier Perspective. But
Please
In Future
Can We
Not "SCRAP"
Fellow Human Beings
We cannot go on
Vilifying the Victim
And Condemning them
Psychiatrists
Should
Address
Their Clients
As the Pope

The Poor
In Certain
Ceremonies
4 They are the
Infirm
But as Human Beings
Aren't We All
Equals
Before 
God

Tuesday, April 29, 2014

As Far as Our Children
Are concerned
We need to
Give them ALL
Opportunity of Employment
I don't 
Know much
But I
Do Know
That I would
Fall Prostrate
Before the Pope
To Kiss His Feet
Perhaps
When
We look
At Fellow
Human Beings
As Equals
We should
Imagine
Each Living Soul
As a 
Chance
to Worship
As We would God
With Reverence
I am but
A Pawn
In the Tapestry
Of LIFE
But We need a Huge Shift in Political Values and in Law and Psychiatry.  The Emphasis needs to be on the Persons Strengths…..not their Weaknesses.
I come from an Era
In which No Woman
Could Become a Prime Minister
And Maybe
I would have made a Good Pilot
Had I been given a Chance
Instead I was to become a Victim
Unfortunately I have lived
My Life VILIFIED
+ Being Painted
As the Villan
+ Demonized
We can't go on
In a Society
That Disdains
The Victims
Even more than the Perpetrator's of Crime
When One's Own family
Paints the Victim
As a Bat Wielding Psychopath
A Villan
POISONOUS
And an Ugly Character
Then How + What is there to go on for…….
Perhaps We could All Start
By Stepping Back from this Hysterical Hatred
The way in which we are still treating Victims
of Crime and the Mentally Ill.  Thou Shalt Not Murder is why I still have Placement on this Earth.  I was offering the Base Ball Bat to the Beneficiary Bashers.  I'm not WELL TODAY because I can See the Picture.  I admit that I am enormously ANGRY about the Way in which We Look to Our Fellow Human Beings with such Disdain that We go Out of Our Way to find reasons to Shun People.  I've Contemplated Death by Suicide since I was 17.  Is there no way Out of the Degradation for those that Lose their Minds.  I am INVALID
An Idiot a Looser but I DREAM of a World where the Mentally Ill will not be Discriminated Against.  A World that Protect them and that Would mean an Immediate Stance in Law.  We cannot go on favouring the Rich + Clever against the Vulnerable.    If We were to apply the Principle's of Law to Rights for Mental Patients We would begin to Address the Problems that Presently exist…..
Perhaps We need to 
For a Time
Look Upon
One Another
As Complimentary Colours
Don't Judge
Their Hearts
Don't 
DESPISE
Them
PLEASE
I've had a Life Time of being Painted as the Villan in my family + that is what makes Life almost an unbearable Burden.  Where is the Trust? Where is the Love?  This Society effectively CONDEMNS a Great deal of Our Society.  Beneficiary Bashing is CRUEL.  

Sunday, April 27, 2014

And would we
PLEASE
As a Nation
Go forward
With Virtue
In 
Our Hearts
Like Pope Francis
And Kiss
The feet of the POOR
THE VULNERABLE
+ the Meek
Well I've just had an All Out Battle with the National Followers on Face Book
We should Admit that We are a Gumboot Nation and move forward
From Colonial Bullying to Supporting Our Meek

Friday, April 25, 2014

I will light
Three Candles
Tonight
The Large One
For Jesus
And the Smaller Two
For the Men
Crucified
At His Side
Wish I had a Camera
But I Do
Uncle Milton
Is coming
Are You?
To Reta

Our Father
Which Art
In Heaven
Hallowed be Thy Name
Thy Kingdom come
Thy Will
Be done
As it is in Heaven
Forgive Us Our Trespasses
As We forgive Others
And lead Us
Not into Temptation
For Ever
And Ever


Amen


I Love the New Pope

I am HOPING with ALL HOPES
That this 
New Pope
Will Herald
A New Age
We simply
Cannot go on
With People
Living on the
Breadline
In the New Age
We cannot go on
Separating out
Human Beings
For Exclusion
As we presently
Do with Psychiatry
We Medicate
+ Pity
But We do not
LOVE
We must LOVE
EVERYONE
For that is the ONLY 
RECIPE
for Healing the
HUMAN CONDITION
I have Lived
A System
That Judges
The Mentally Ill
+ Everyone else
Follows through
With Condemnation
The only thing that We
As a World
And as a Nation
Can do
Is offer People
Every Person
Wrap around Employ
Young People
Need Acceptance
And Approval
If the Psychiatrists
Want to Help
Their Patients
They must
FIRST
STOP MOCKING THEM
+ Secondly pursue
A Less Exclusive Society
Mental Health is a Vital Issue
If We get it RIGHT
We reduce Suicide Mortality + Murder Rates + Theft, etc
If We get it WRONG
Human Beings are left to fester
With Grief
And Anger
If the System is
CREATING
Angry frustrated People
That does not 
Represent
A Healthy Society
All Children
Must be 
PROTECTED
And led towards
Constructive Pursuit
That Includes
Murderers
Drug Addicts
Alcoholics
+ The Mentally Ill
Teen Agers
Once off the Rails
Have little
HOPE
Unless We meet them
Half Way
We cannot afford
to Have a Society
In which so many
Turn to Suicide 
As an Option
We must put Out
The Welcome Mat
to the Mentally Ill
And find them fulfilling
Placement in the Community
In Employment
As it is
The Mentally Ill
Are shunned
+ Excluded
No wonder they try to TOP themselves
Something needs to Change
PLEASE

Monday, April 21, 2014

And a Big Hello
but isn't it at least
Interesting
That inspite
of Insanity
I have put forward
The simple
Building blocks
to a
BETTER
Society
I would live
My life
A Thousand Times
Just to be
In this Unique
Position
If the Prime Minister
Of Our Green Country
+ The Pope
+ All Prime  Ministers
Must Agree
That Humanity
Needs to Change
Please
Please


I had a relatively HAPPY day today
Played Golf + Won $7
Seven represents the Church too
For that Matter
I Implore You ALL
That in the FUTURE
We PLEASE
Do not
DEGRADE
Our fellow Citizens
+ Offer them
HOPE
+ Help
to remain as Equal Citizens
With Equal 
Rights
Firstly
The Right
to be
Part of Your
Child's
Life
We cannot
Go on
Looking down
Our noses
At the Mentally Ill
We need to Bear Hug them
+ Share the Proverbial Pie
Such that Our more
Vulnerable
Are not
Decreed
A Waste of Space, Etc, etc.
We Simply have to Offer
More Protection of their Rights
Society
In it's condemnation
Of the Mentally Ill
Is Actually
The Guilty Party
We should either Ether People
When we Condemn them
to the fringes of Our Society
I'm sure that the Pope
Would not agree with this…….
So the only Option
In a Humane and Caring Society
Is to fashion
Work around the Client
And embrace them
In Our Communities
They NEED
to Know
They are wanted
Not Simply Tolerated
PLEASE
PLEA
PLEASE

Sunday, April 20, 2014

Having, sadly, lived a LIFE
Of Mental Illness
I am well placed
to Proffer
Advice
The Key
to enabling
Children
Towards
Achieving
Their Potential
Is to
Immediately
Lift them
Out of Poverty
The Second
Is to treat the Mentally ILL
AS EQUALS
And to offer
Them
Legal Rights
Not Laws
That Protect
The Clever
Thirdly
ACC
Must be Abolished
Or Simplified 
It is
Not
Without Prejudice
Living Living Citizen over 18
Should be Guaranteed
Five Hundred Dollars per Week
Fourthly
We need to fashion 
Employment
Around the Mentally Ill
And treat them as 
FELLOWS
In Our Communities
For Isolation
From Humanity
Is the Most Destructive
Killer
of the frail
Please treat them
As Brothers
+ Sister
And
DO NOT DISDAIN
From growing up with
Millions of Talents
And Passing All Grades
Playing the Piano
Creating Flower Arrangements
Knitting
And Playing Good Hockey
I now find myself
Sitting in a corner
Talking to a Spider called Marzy
We can not go on
Separating Our Weaker Citizens
And to add 
Injury to Insult
We throw them into
Poverty
It is wrong and We Simply
CANNOT  go on
Indefinitely doing this
God Bless You ALL at EASTER


Saturday, April 19, 2014

Yallah Bye

On Easter Sunday I would like to
Propose that
I should
Open Sugarloaf
After All
And Show
Off
My Wailing Wall
I am tied to
Jerusalem
We
All
Bear Our
Crosses
May
Our
Crosses
not
Separate
+ Degrade
Us
I
Dare
That this
Is how
A Politician
Should Run
His or Her
Country
We
All
Need
to TRUST
that
there is
A FUTURE
for
All of Us
Praise be to God
Amen
Shalom
Shalom
Shalom

I didn't go to Church but I did spend some time on my knees in the Chapel.  I believe Jesus Himself would wish for a System in which we protected Everyone from the Intrinsic Nature of Poverty.  We should be Guaranteeing everyone a Living Wage set at $500 per week and do away with an Obsolete and Grotesque A.C.C.  Every Man Woman + Child would be able to Pay for the necessities of Life and have Life Experiences.  I would envisage that in such a System we would reach out upon Our Lands without Hate + Fear guiding Our behaviour.  We need to see each and every one of Us as Brothers + Sisters and not condemn one another PLEASE.  A.C.C. blithely annihilates a good portion of it's Claimants and that is unconscionable.  We must Care + Protect EVERY CITIZEN.  Not just the few.

Wednesday, April 16, 2014

It is Sad when you think that there is such a thing as Justice and yet women that have been Sexually Abused get abused continually and to have a "Double-Whamy" of inheriting a Mental Illness gives one insights into the life of a Young Woman who has simply lived her life in terror of Our Judgmental Society.  I started blaming and hating myself, along with Society, but now the best that I can do is, hopefully, give enough insight that we don't keep on blindly making the same mistakes with Human Souls in the future.

We simply cannot go on casting Human Beings OUT of Society for the Stress and the pain and the Grief is too great.

Tuesday, April 15, 2014

Presently there
Is a Divide
Between the Haves
+ the Have nots
To Cure that Disease
Or Ailment of Mankind
We need to substantially
Increase Benefits
As Living Wages
Every Man + Woman
Should be
Guaranteed a $500
Living Wage
Adjusted by
Politicians
%
ACC is a
Top Heavy Institution
That effectively
Shuts Out
Half it's Claimants
Anyway
If We Guaranteed
A Living Wage
An Decent Lower Wages
And People can See
That they can Survive
A lot of the
Bitterness
In the Social Fabric
Of Our Society
Would be Addressed
PLEASE
I implore YOU ALL

Friday, April 11, 2014

From a young child I grew up with the terror of developing a Mental Illness.  I felt sad for my mother who appeared to have lost all Dignity and slept most of the time.  She was New Zealand's Shirley Temple and apparently had a beautiful voice and sang on Radio + in the Chorus in Carmen as a younger woman.  She married into a family that looked down their noses at people with Mental Illness. She didn't stand a chance to reach her Potential.  I was determined to try and Succeed in some small fashion but the TERROR + STIGMA has overwhelmed me.  I simply exist to Complain + Bitch about the Hopelessness of the situation for people with Mental Illness.  We have no Rights.  The abuses can be subtle or very unsubtle but they are relentless and never ending.  Once we are adjudged all Hope is all but gone.  A few people survive and thrive against the odds but most of Us hide away in cupboards developing huge emotional and Mental and physical problems.  I am non-violent but it is, unfortunately, if I'm to be honest all too easy to understand why people like David Gray react with Rage against their fellow citizens.  I am one of the many disenfranchised citizens that become a Danger to Society because we resent being Judged + Shunned.  The only way to heal such a Society is to offer the kids Hope and that should not entail focusing on Psychiatric medicine as the way to treat the Victim.  That is Barbaric and Cruel.  Only in a Society where the Powers that be can be seen to actively accepting and offering Work to Beneficiaries, drug addicts, ex-prisoners, etc will we beat the Stigma of having a Mental Illness.  The Law needs to Protect the Mentally Ill against Society.  At the moment I believe that the Law is not Without Prejudice when it comes to the Mentally Ill.  We are seen as somehow not deserving of Protection.  I beg to differ and say we are much more in need of PROTECTION.  One does not get accused of sexually abusing one's own child because you have a Mental Illness without immediately loosing all trust.  What I have observed is the horrific ABUSE of human beings because and for no other reason that they have a Mental Illness.  I implore every Political Party in Our Modern World that we owe it to Our Victims of Crime and the Mentally Ill to provide Safe Haven in the Community for the Mentally Ill.  We have battled every other Discrimination in History but actually protecting the Mentally Ill is still, very much, an uncharted Objective that Humanity needs to achieve.  And we must financially support EVERYONE with decent benefits.  Not slashed Benefits that encourage crime.  I would like to see that every single citizen would be promised a Living Wage for life  
and anything they earn above that should be their Reward.  Our present Welfare is Punitive to the nth Degree and degrades the Citizen.  I am tired of being HATED simply because I am a Beneficiary.  We simply have to raise the minimum Wage by at least $5.  I don't have all the Answers and unfortunately I don't even have a Bright Mind.  It is John Key and David Cameron and President Putin that have the Breadth and Intelligence to Implement my dream…………………PLEASE Give the Mentally Ill Hope and Rights……………….GOD SPEED
Surely Psychiatrists want better for their patients than 20% of them living a life of HELL in Isolation until they become ANGRY.  Apparently 80% of Mental Health Clients get work but though they may have done well at School I would guess that most of those people are on the lowest wages.  It's very complicated why people do not succeed or very simple.  STIGMA.  A Society that wanted to help the Mentally Ill lead full + HAPPY  lives would concentrate on making sure that we have close to 100% employment.  People label people that are unemployed for long periods as Career Beneficiaries…..and it goes on and on and on.  Unless we give people tailored employment instead of leaving them to rot on benefits we breed Hostility from either side of the fence.  I am hated for being a Bludger + not making enough effort even though I trained for three years and always hoped to find employment.  But the stigma is always there and the situation gets much worse when you realize your situation was virtually hopeless.  I resent that the solution for Human Beings that present with Mental Ill is simply to drug them up.  We need Hope and Employment.  Drugging people to the eyeballs is dangerous to their Health.  People need safe environments in which they can flourish and Drug regimes should be minimal.

Monday, April 7, 2014

In a Moral Society we would stop being Punitive and Punishing the Mentally Ill for not coming "Up to Scratch".  Our Youth need to be Embraced + Protected.  It is NOT ENOUGH to just Drug them up with Prescription Drugs and leave them to Poverty if they do not find Work.  There has to be a better way and that would entail designing Work around the Candidate.  They deserve to see their way to Wages and Pay Rises, etc, etc.  We have to give people that live in Our Society a chance to Hold Their Heads Up and Laugh with Other Citizens.  At the moment I see only tortured fellows trying to justify themselves in a Society that Shuns and Degrades them.  Justice would mean a Drastic Shift in the way we Process People.  I have lived a 34 Year Penalty for having Bi-Polar + being the Victim of Crime.  Morally we must PROTECT IN FUTURE PLEASE rather than CONDEMN 4 life those that, for no fault of their own fall down.  I am HATED for being Weak + failing Shooting me I need to see a new way of dealing with Beneficiary's.

Tuesday, April 1, 2014

Nine Hundred views in the last Month
We live in a World where, at least here in New Zealand, a little Country, we effectively ALL but Bin the Mentally Ill when they Present.  Rather than house the Mentally Ill we leave them to their Own at the Mercy of Your Peers.  When all Your Peers discuss you with Disdain I am living proof that we still have BLACK + WHITE Squares.   A Country should be able to come together from the Enfranchised to the Disenfranchised and span out…….without Weapons across the Globe.  The Key Solution to curbing Poverty is DON'T HAVE it.   I would take the Prime Ministers Wage in 1960 and that of a Solo Mother Benefit and then Increase both by the percentage that the Prime Ministers Wage has increased.   Turning Back the Clock