It is rather "Fun" to for the first time be Honest about my experiences in the "Mental Health System"

It is so great to have a bitch.
Most people still simply condemn people with Mental Health Issues as selfish, lazy, etc, etc.
I am really angry because I was an innocent woman with honourable intention. All I wanted from life was a family and to achieve that I had to settle for a drunk! When I fell in love with my doctor because he was compassionate and had the same I.Q. level he accused me of being "fixated". Normal people fall in love whilst Mental Patients become fixated! The put downs and the degradations are endless. I could write all the way to the moon. When people can't say a nice thing about you behind your back why should we expect condemned people to go on living?
We like to kid ourselves that we have Humanity by offering a subsistence allowance for the unemployed and mentally unwell beneficiaries that ill afford the necessities of life whilst the Strong live like fatted cats on as much as 200 X the amount that the beneficiaries are expected to live on. If every action tends to treat the weak like they are scum in spite of our protestations of Humanity then why don't we just line them up and shoot them. Living with the alienation of Mental Illness would make a gun being pointed at your head seem sympathetic.