Bitter and Twisted

I suppose, by now, you think that if I am so Bitter and Twisted that I should do the decent thing and run away and Top myself. Tried that and I'm too much of a Coward! But, in actual fact, I hope that my family have more children and I would hope that by the time any of them exhibit with Symptoms of Mental Illness that we offer them genuine Hope instead of just making a business of their suffering which is how I see it is now.