PEOPLE ARE VICIOUS TOWARD THE MENTALLY ILL

People are vicious toward the Mentally Ill. "Sticks and Stones will hurt my bones but Names will never HURT ME!" is an out and out lie. I spent 9 months of my life feeding a Sculptor because he needed looking after, only to have the woman that he was having an affair with (I wasn't sure at the time) call me "anally retentive". I gave shelter and a home to a Lawyer that slept with me and then told his Ex-girlfriend right in front of me (on the phone) that living with me "sux". Another man told me that "My Reputation came before me", etc, etc, etc. The SYSTEM leaves me flailing about in a hostile environment where the only people, generally, that have anything to do with you are those that have agenda or take advantage and yet it is deemed inhumane to consider Euthanasia for the Mentally Ill. WELL I THINK IT IS INHUMANE NOT TO EUTHANAISE IF THAT IS WHAT THEY WANT. I look around me and have watched others with Mental Illness who live the same tortorous existence. They are universally SHUNNED to a lesser or greater degree depending on how STOIC they are, but still SHUNNED and CONDEMNED even by the "Nice Oldies" in the CHURCH. And yet we still WONDER why some people with Mental Illness go out and commit multiple killings. Anything other than Spiders and Flies and I'm not into KILLING but looking back and reflecting I am astounded at the degree of hostility that has been leveled at me and yet we kid ourselves that we are "Humane" and "Tolerant". When I had qualified as a Legal Executive and went for a job as a Receptionist with my Doctor his retort was that "It would be cruelty to dumb......" (as in cruelty to dumb animals) to give me the job . Of course it would be cruelty because everyone is so FUCKING NASTY! Doctors will treat you and then have nothing to do with you outside of office hours even if your I.Q. is the same as theirs. A friend of mine went to the Doctor to be asked "What Ward of the Nut House do you come from?" and that was to her face!!!!!!!!!!!! PEOPLE ARE NOT KIND AND I DEMAND THAT THOSE THAT HAVE SIMPLY HAD A GUTS FULL SHOULD BE ABLE TO CHOOSE EUTHANASIA.