2015

It is indeed very Kind that I have not had a Series of Abuse from People with different views.  Thanks to all the People that have taken an Interest in this Page……………
I started off Believing that at the very Least I DESERVED EUTHANASIA.  Society is So Brutal and So Cruel to those that are "Different"………..It is like being the Hull of a Ship Constantly being Hurled Upon the Rocks…..EMOTIONALLY…….The Whole Process is Crippling and Degrading and You Leave Us Kidding Ourselves that We are Somehow Accepted because of a Few Ads……
I haven't had a Place in Society Since I was Sixteen……………………
We are NOT Accepted
We are Tolerated with either Pity or Hostility
Veiled and Unveiled Hostility
We are Not Seen as Equals

I don't even have a Place in my Own Family
Filed under Disregard

Anyway I have Learnt that Life is a Magical World
In spite  of the Fact that I have been Utterly Traumatised
I Thank God for the Lessons I have Learnt
If We Showed more Genuine Concern for Our Fellow Citizens
We would give them All a Ladder
And give Them Hope

The Question is Do We have Spy's from Other Countries? If So it would be a Global Phenomenon and of COURSE We are Spied Upon

It's coming up to the Elections
And I Promised I will Vote Blue
But in We are to go Forward
Positively
In Regard
To Mental Health Care
We must Groom
Clients for Work
Medication
Only Dulls the Patient
And makes Them
Quite Incapable of Work
We cannot Acknowledge
That People are Reduced
To the Capacity
Of a Three Year Old
And then Go on Condemning Them
Until They Leap to their Graves
It is a Grave Subject
But I think Psychiatry
Of the Future
Must make a Shift
And must Admit
that the Present System
Is not Working
We as a Society
Must Shield the Vulnerable
Not Condemn Them
Because to do so
Is to CONDEMN
The Victim
Is that What we WANT?
Is that What We need?

Good Luck Johnny & Co

How to Control the Impact of Stigma

The terror of being
Mentally Ill
Runs through Our Blood
As a little Girl
I was terrified
As an Adult Woman
I am terrified
We say that We Care
At times We offer Empathy
Sympathy
Pity
But Without
A Place in the Community
Without a Sense of Worth
Without Employment
Life becomes One Long Passage
Of Grief
When the Drugs
That they
Give You
Give You Cancer
And because of Your Concern
You are labelled
A Drama Queen
I say I have 
Every Right
And for Those that
Come After Me
I make a Plea
That in future
We have Work Houses
Instead of merely
Punishing the Victim
With Medication
It is hard to See
That it is Anything But
I am Grateful
That I have Lived
But the terror
And Isolation
Has Overwhelmed me
And I'm not the Only One
These Days
I just Sit
And Contemplate
My Navel
Medication
Has Introduced
A Paralysis
Of the Mind
I am Overwhelmed
By Inertia
And Anxiety
Because of the Hostility I have Experienced

If I am Example

If I am an Example

Of Why We Should not

Rely on Medication Regimes

To Help Psychiatric Patients

Through Life

The Consequences of

Punishing Victims

Either of Mental Illness

Or Crime

Is that the Result

Is that We Terrify

Alienate

Condemn

and Dull

And We Expect

Them to Suffer

With Little

Or no Rights

I didn't even Fight

For my Own Son

Because I was Instinctively

Aware of How Far Reaching

The Prejudice Was

Even at a Young Age

I've been Overwhelmed

By the HOSTILITY

That Still exists

Towards the Mentally Ill

Even in the Psychiatric System

If We are going to Improve the Care

Of Psychiatric Sufferers

We must set up a Tribunal

For Psychiatric Survivors

That sees to it that these

Survivors are treated

FAIRLY

In Society

The Way it stands

At the Moment

Psychiatric Survivors

Are being Kicked into Touch

Or Preyed upon

They need to Know

That there are People

That Actually Bat for them

And Back them

All I wanted

from Life

Because of Mental Illness

Was a Child to Love and Hold Dear

In the end

Even that was Robbed from me

Universally if We are not

Going to Give these People

Hope and Occupation

As We do the I.H.C.

We are still providing

A Barbaric System

I practically have Premature

Alzheimers

From the Stress of Mental Illness

And Medication

The Place to Intervene

Is When People

Are Young

Show them

That there is 

No Need for TERROR

And they will Respond

Positively 

Cooperatively

And with Enthusiasm

Drugging them

Confining them

And Shunning them

Is Not the Answer

For Change I Beg

For Change I Beg

For Change I Beg

Thesis

If I were a Doctor many would write a Thesis on Psychiatry
Instead I am a Psychiatric Patient
I'm as Crazy as a Rattle Snake
But at my Core I'm Deeply
Concerned
As the System Presently Stands
We often Condemn Victims
More than Perpetrators
The only way that We can approach
Our Fellow Humanity Humanely
Is to let the Light into their Lives
Set them on Railway Tracks
Careers
Like the Rest of Humanity
Lack of Self-Esteem 
Destroys the very Soul of the Sufferer
We Know that there is Stigma
But if We count the Human Toll
The Mentally Ill
Should not have to
Live their entire Lives
As Condemned People
And When these People
Start to Unravel
We Condemn them 
All the More
It is WRONG
To Medicate
With No Consequence
For Neglect
I am not a Pill Bottle
I am a Human Being
Morally We must
Channel People
Into Lives of Dignity
And not Degrade those
That Choose the Sex Industry
They are often
Victims
As a Psychiatric Patient
I'm appalled that
Even those that Care
For the Mentally Ill
Are Prone to Stigmatize them
We must Catch Them
In their YOUTH
Embrace them
And Offer them Occupation
In Work Houses
Or eventually
Back in the Community
Psychiatric Medicine
Must only be used as an Aside
And not as it Presently is……
Effectively as a Punishment to the Victim
Build Trust and You will Save these Peoples
Psyches
Condemning Them is often a Recipe for Mass Murder