Tuesday, May 6, 2014

Since before I was Diagnosed with a Mental Illness I chose Suicide as the only Option for My reply to Knowing that I was Mentally Ill.  I have gone on Choosing it as the Only Option and I have not Succeeded.  But may I Speak as an Advocate for those that Do and Have Committed Suicide. Many Live with terror of being Diagnosed with Mental Illness.  Our Teenagers a growing up with the TERROR of not being accepted into Society.  The World is Harsh and Judgmental.  From being a Very Clever Student with a Wealth of Potential and proving it when I went Psychiatric Nursing I was told Cynically to become an Artist.  Indirectly I already knew then that My Life would be under Siege from being Vilified for being Mentally Ill.  If We were to lead the World in the Care for Each and Every One of Our Citizens We would Promise that We would find Vocation for Each and Every Child.  Take away the TERROR + PROMISE them Something.  Please don't Shun the Mentally Ill.  Please Help them.  I know that I truly Believe in God and that Belief is what stops me breaking the 1st Commandment…….Thou Shalt Not Murder.  But my Suppressed Anger has lead me to this Point and I Speak Out now for those in the Future.  God Himself I Know would want Us to Share this World Without Prejudice + With Commonality + To be at Peace With One Another.  We cannot do this if We are effectively Assigning a Portion of Our Communities to the Scrap Heap of Humanity.  As an Adult Woman, perhaps from Brain Injury, + Bi-Polar many Harsh Judgments have come My Way.  I was condemned by the very Psychiatrists that Supposedly Cared for me way back in the Piece.  It seems they Chose to take no notice of the fact that I had been Sexually Abused and had had a Murder Attempt on My Life.  In Dr Cliffs calculated Opinion…" It is not a Wonder…………tried to Murder You because Your Behaviour was so Inappropriate".  My G. P. defended Dr Cliff and so it goes on and on and on until now I'm ANGRY and Speaking Out.  We must Shortly move from allowing Our Children to be lost to Insanity and give every Child a Fighting Chance at Dignity.  That is Why I Implore All Governments that We should turn away from the Old Punitive Welfare System and Promise Our Children a Living Wage so that they Know that they are ALL Protected.  If We can Choose the I.H.C. as Our Role Models and Branch Out from that I would like to see Psychiatric Hospitals working toward the Education and Work Based Employment before Medication.  After 34 Years of Medication I can only Vouch for the Dangers of putting Medication first When it comes to treating Individuals.  The one thing I noted was that When I had Work or Occupation I was always there and generally maintained a Cheerful Disposition.  That is the Key for Our Children and Our Children's Children.  

After All
We Provide Opportunity to the Perpetrators of Crime
Why Should We not Provide that same Opportunity to Victims
Our Psychiatric Hospitals are full of Sexual Abuse Victims
They Should Know that they Will Be Given a Decent Chance
PLEASE

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